Sine waves

I thought “I am very happy, everything looks interesting and things are just right for me”. Ok, it was two three days back, and I told this to one of my friends.

Yesterday evening I was standing outside around 6.00 pm…those things which were quite interesting to me two days back dint change a bit….but I am not at all feeling that those things are interesting anymore, I wondered, what made me to have a feeling like this. Nothing changed but still…I tried hard to think and find out what could be the issue…but failed miserably…..

Now I hope for another day, when everything again looks interesting to me…..but still, what makes the same things interesting one day and the exactly opposite feeling another day…Hmm its like a sine wave and it goes on forever…

The ringing of the division bell had begun

I felt a weight inside..it is getting heavier. Nothing to do, I mean nothing interesting to do. So I dint go home, waiting for channu and bchy. It is 9.53pm…ok I will listen to Pink Floyd for sometime.

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The nights of wonder

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I lowered the side windows…wind was so cool…I could feel the coldness inside, I wished if I could pause that moment…how many times I had wished to do that?...

we were driving to Paravoor…it was around 1 am..bchy, channu, B and me.
And I heard the division bell ringing…….

Dhim Thadukka......

I heard the rhythmic sound of 'chenda'...(The kind of drums seen in Southern India is called "Chenda").
I was not able to resist, I went downstairs.....I listened for some time, no chenda experts are around...I got my hands on it...."Dhim thadukka kodumala ganapathy thim thadukka kottukkal ganapathy, dhim thadukka..dhim thadukka thaa" (a common beat, people used to play in chenda).........I was happy :-)...

P.S :- After that when I was proudly coming back as a chenda expert, I saw my team mates...I asked them about my performance (obviously with jada)...but they were not able to identify that it was "DHim thadukka...." :-(

Another day in...

We went outside for a fag, i took my mobile, listened to that ring tone, thoovanathumpikal...i became happy and i smiled.....

To complete the cycle we went to Buhari..we started the car, "where to go??", somebody asked..."just drive" i told to myself, and atlast we planned to go Sankhumukham, but it was 10.30pm...

Some peoples were there, we sat in one of those cement benches facing the sea....we started talking abt so many things, actually not we, they, i was not talking, but listening...i heard he talking abt the waves, its rythmic music...after that i dint hear anything for a long time, i was listening to sea...i could not understand her language, but still i listened.....

Blake Lost :-(

Morning i was happy to see Blake winning two sets against Agassi..But it dint last long, he lost the match for 6-3, 6-3, 3-6, 3-6, 6-7....
I am sad...

Another sleepy day....

Morning itself we had a session on BS7799...bhh what is it? Gone i started sleeping...and the day is gone.

Lunch..oh this is what i am gonna miss the most if i ever leave this place, and i think that should be the case with everyone whoever had a luch from Ananthu. But I am not going to leave this place very soon or never, anyway i am not leaving now.

Saw Mowgs today, another bed-sheet/curtion genre churidar...looks like a walking garden.. :-).

Get together......

Last week we went to EKM...Chathu, Geo, Mallan, grito and me...ok we will call it a get-together. But it was more of a sleep-wake up-eat-sleep-playing cards cycle. All my plans when i had started from TVM are still plans....may be some other time.
Food from Abad was good. Then that match between Blake and Nadal, it was very exciting..Blake played very well, calmly..after each winning shot when the camera man focuses on him i felt that calmness..and i was praying for him :-).

I started reading "Unbearble lightness of being" and it is more of an analysis than a story. In the first part Mialn introduces the characters and in the second part he is analysing each one, and i felt like at times the analysis is too much..

Last part of our trip was in Janashadabdy with Geo sitting next to me and Grito next to him and a girl sitting opposite :-). But somebody in between was blocking our view :-(. My attention shifted to outside rain, and I was thinking of my train journeys to Kuttippuram.......

P.S :- For those who donno abt Kuttippuram, it is a nice place in Malappuram district in the banks of Bharathappuzha. I did my engineering from M.E.S College of engineering kuttippuram. That four years gave me lot of expieriences...changed me a lot..gave me wonderful friends..